I don’t know what’s wrong
But I do know something is.
Feels like a close
Feels like my brain and emotions are working at a slow pace
That even I can’t grasp.
Perhaps they are rather working at a fast pace
Controlled by another force,
A greater,brutal,malignant,inconsiderate force
Because even I cannot keep up
In times like this,
I feel like a roll finna help,
Or a bottle or two will be the remedy
Perhaps I have gotta turn to Jesus now
And hope he won’t disappoint this time