Birthday Musings #1

​18 at midnight 

Wondering what’s next for me 




Or the flip side

A couple broken condoms?

A couple more broken hearts in my musuem?

Wondering how long these people will be there for me 

How long they will stand for me

How long before these girls stop to fall for me. 

Last night I fell asleep wanting more

More from momma 

More from friends 

More from my baby girl

More from people who wouldn’t put their hand up to do jack for me.

I woke up and I realized issa cold world now

Nobody looking for out for nobody 

So Imma just try and be that somebody who makes a difference 

Instead of being somebody who’s always looking up to somebody else to make the difference 



  1. Drake’s clearly your muse for this one. I like it.

    I’m sure we’ve all been at this stage – finally accepting that no one is really bringing it to you. You have to get up and go get it yourself.

    Keep striving.

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